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Ink the Lines

by Chris Spirit Brown

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I'm at the party of the year It was an open invitation Waiting in this line for hours Watching people walk away I won't give up on this gathering Because I know the names of everyone I read the list and have it memorized It's worth being on the inside If my voice could start a fire To the outlands I am from It could spread ten miles wide But rise up thousands high After it's my turn to enter I fall down in my exhaustion Next to the bodies of dancers I feel their stillness on the floor I heard once upon a time here Everyone was actually alive Scattered out as individuals Willing to take in something new If my voice could start a fire To the outlands I am from It could spread ten miles wide But rise up thousands high
2.
Why do we have To go back to where we were Where we were And why must it be Temporary A temporary matter Yeah Through the dark I felt you and found that I Wanted to leave you behind Leave you behind Through the fog The mist and the smoke and the burn Of toxic clouds Why does he feel That she is indebted to her Threaded to her Now, now that she Walks away and leaves Forever Through the dark I felt you and found that I Wanted to leave you behind Leave you behind Through the fog The mist and the smoke and the burn Of toxic clouds Secrets shared Hard truths learned Heartaches heard They sound like ripples in a pond Pitch black blur Candles flare Lovers' scent It's only temporary
3.
Anxiousness, adrenaline I cringe here every day I am a mime, cannot speak within These walls, they might hear what I say Trapped for half a year in this rot Kept by flames of guilt Hours taken from my life No place where I am home Favors given, feelings held Expectations set Reprimanded when I can't Give up sleep and health Never an equal in this house Always last one in Less than you yet giving more I hang my head in shame I'm the freak alone among Fools, fools after gold I don't know what to do, so I move My head spins along Liars' lair Restless bed Voices out there They don't hear me As I take the pills of night I taste the sun and wind Close my eyes and let them go Though they will never leave I'm the freak alone among Fools, fools after gold I don't know what to do, so I move My head spins along
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Let me settle down into my hole It's gonna be cold or warm if I want My shelter of self and retrospect This is my home The chirps of birds and the blares of carhorns I mute them out and I turn my head Toward the TV, bending forth Its screen is blank It's all me And I, I am not free Might I leave While I breathe My phone's buried deep and my voice is logged off I ignore their comfort calls Shut my mouth with no response Can't cope like them Drained inside this empty furnace Feeling chills and cramps and sweats Shaking legs and muffled cries My lips shut tight It's all me And I, I am not free Might I leave While I breathe Self-subversive, it's recursive Can this even end There's a glutton in the mirror Will he ever move again Hatred and fear of the outside Not much different in my home No escape, no clear direction Can't like myself It's all me But I, I will be free I shall leave I can breathe
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The frame, it cannot be shown It's hidden from sight cause it lacks definition And yet you tug and you pull At its curtain mercilessly And you rip it down into shreds The tattered cloth now a broken shield The canvas naked of scene Its vacancy shining And when it's done, you'll see a picture to your heart That anyone could have swept a brush across For when it's gone, it'll stay inside your eyes They can ink the lines The claim, this image is yours And it's addictive, this light you're surrounded by Your shadow cast aside Away from the dream And you fill it up with your hands To the goblet from the bottle Each stroke and curve will create The illustration foreseen In a picture to your heart That anyone could have swept a brush across For when it's gone, it'll stay inside your eyes They can ink the lines And when it's done, you'll see a picture to your heart That anyone could have swept a brush across For when it's gone, it'll stay inside your eyes They can ink the lines Cause when it's (loved), you're gonna have to let it go To the world, it's gotta be out on its own So that one day it can dance with someone's soul It could be yours

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released October 25, 2019

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